Saturday, December 20, 2008

Ft. Myers Shrimp Boats

winds. Qasatalavaradagacahafanapa

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KDigger I've known from parts of Rimini.

drank beer at the foot of a giant metal idol, with others of the tribe around. I do not remember if that night in their camp there was also a concert. Never mind: even when the concert was a trap to get us there together. In front of the totem.

I'm not saying that the idol was the strangest thing in that lot. The space on which we walked was a kind of open-air workshop, including sheet metal and other abandoned processed. Camper. Monsters of steel. Ducati full of other junk that will never end. Indigestion from sense of wonder post-urban girassi eyes were everywhere.
The idol, however, had something of her own.
We foreigners, we gaijin, they were attracted to him enough to circle around a circle all did well careful not to invade. Without even realizing it, we offered him the only thing he needed: a sacred space.

was a sculpture of ... bah, firing at random, I would say three or four meters. In my memory, it is actually big and imposing as one of the final boss of Doom . Invading the sky, defying any reluctance to be worshiped. The metal face lifted up, torso and arms made of metal, springs, welded steel bolts unscrew it and screw it carefully. A thin layer of rust to remind us that even the gods they go to hell and a skin of iron to make equally clear that the concept, however, they will do a little 'after us, but no fun getting old. The muzzle
remember roughly similar to that of a bull, I would not swear, sure, but I have a vague trace of horns, which I still try to understand how they were on.

gaijin We watched him with apprehension, even me. The tribe however, who also believed in the totem much more than us, it seemed a lot more comfortable. Sbracata at his feet, talking and drinking beer in order to produce the look only occasionally.

was the first time I set foot in Mutonia, the small town of Mutoid.

Seen in this light, seemed to come out of a really bad remake of Mad Max or an episode of Hokuto No Ken: not remember them not too different, more like a shot of hair stuck in the wind, vests, welding masks, body piercing and stainless steel that was trying desperately to remain embraced the flesh. Or at least, not to leave too.
I think it was one of those times (I assure you, there are a lot less than you might think by reading what I write) that I felt a little 'monkey more human, and broke the circle, pulling the girl to his right, eyes kept hidden by a hat with a visor and saturated with red hair.
The tribe was staring at me, and now also gaijin. The look, translated to a bit 'different, had the same curiosity and compassion smart.

Part to me that some of the eagerly awaited Mutoid took out a knife and, with a chuckle from evil minion, starts licking the blade.
No, of course, no one seemed determined to be satisfied in this regard.

"Who is the god of iron?"
The girl, now, I was watching. "He did not name a mica".
"Ah, do not fool me. What good is a totem of steel, if nobody can call you in any way?"
A small smile on his face. "Dream Laughing. And 'a trickster, Coyote as the Indians or the Hanuman other Indians. Someone who makes you believe to be so big, but if the whole play on words and illusions"
"I have a bit 'this type'
a brief moment, then I found the bottle of beer in front, for a draft. "Listen ... I do not know where or when, but I'm sure you've seen your face around. Not that you know a chick named Queen? "

So we chat, drink and, yes, maybe we have already known, but neither can remember exactly where.
And, yes, he knows the Queen because they share interest. More or less.

Mutonia I return a week ago, after a while 'time. I go there only when there is an opportunity to do that: a concert, a performance, a party ... not many those who organize Mutoid. Without it, though, I would not at ease, although it is perhaps more comfortable than others, is still a gaijin .
But the Festival Theatre Santarcangelo is far away and I do not think that Mutoid they appear to be here in no time.

And, really, I need a hand to KDigger.

I find some more and some totem totem less: as we wander among the post-atomic Mutonia camper, KDigger tells me that in fact each installation is always the same, Laughing Dreams, which changes shape and teaches us that the ' steel is not as immutable as supposed. Nobody knows, he adds, is a secret that only you and I know now, even Mutoid others who work there day and night, those sculptures. Since the explanation I like, I keep it for good.
is becoming a bit 'my philosophy of life, believe everything that makes me sympathy.
She is different: new change in hair, a few more tattoos, a pierced eyebrow, that was not there before. Nor has the most hat.

"So you really want to kill Michael Jackson?" He asks.
"Ah-ah"
"But there is good reason to do so?"
"And there's a good reason not to do it?"
"She has not done anything"
"... calls himself the King of Pop"

Keid shrugs as if to say I surrender .

"What I never understood people like you, or Queen, is this your persistence in working with words. Hallow words. The words are nothing, are clusters of sounds that gathers to define things. It 's like saying that a picture of a place is more important than the place - he tells me, and leads me to a very large tent, which is always closed to the public from the rest when I come here on a visit - Create things makes you feel part of a world. Sale, Distort, funds, foreign exchange rates. Slam against the physical obstacles. And you know that is what happens to you ... you know you have limits "continues.
" Limits? "
front of the tent, two Mutoid eat spaghetti Scotti on paper plates. I'm not saying that they seem to be on guard duty, but almost. They turn to me and when they see who are with KDigger, smiles diplomats from here-not-sorry-you-go become real smiles.
"Beautiful glasses!" Says one, pointing to my aviator glasses thirties.
replacement with a nod of the head.
"But the limits should not be a bit 'clashing with the idea of \u200b\u200bchange?" Continues with KD.
"The cock. If you have limits, changes in practice. If you have only words, do not you ever turn, you always have a loophole to go back. Come in, I'll show you something"

The tent inside is cold and empty. No, a bit to get used 'to dark, you see that is not empty at all. Hundreds of LEGO bricks are scattered on the ground, much bulk and others are already stuck in what looks like a square base, so extensive as to cover a good portion of the floor. The neon lamps to remove every possible form of chiaroscuro: the way it is, clear and uncompromising. To fit the pieces, there is a serious-faced boy that has the same hat KD.
"Trovatore Met Hanuman".
The boy turns away. How old? Twelve at the most. Bring the hat just as she led him, keeping his eyes a bit 'hidden.
"Trovatore call you because you are a kind of poet?" I ask just to attack button.
"Trovatore because I find things," he answered me, very serious, really making me feel like a jerk.
walk around the square base. All blacks, bricks, no trace of color.
"It 's a bit different from what is usually built around here."

Trovatore nods. "When it's finished, it will be a ziggurat. The Ziggurat Black"
I look at it a long time. It does not seem reassuring, though it is made of LEGO bricks picked up somewhere. Indeed, perhaps precisely for this reason. It 's something mysterious and aseptic, Geometric a sphinx that could make us evolve from monkeys into men, but without promising any kindness in doing so. It 's easy to forget about coming so far for me to give KDigger those two names, people trusted in the Castle, which could lead to Von Beck.
It 's easy stroll around this post-modern pyramid and see it as the end of a trip, as it is not.

"Why did you want to show?" I ask KD.
"Why so it is easier to explain what I meant. That words are made for those who have no patience, a hurry. Building is another matter. It 's a matter of finding the right building blocks"
"To build a ... a pyramid tomb? ", I naturally say.
"A pyramid is a tomb. But a ziggurat is a scale," he replies Trovatore, before adding more bricks.

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Getting New Pokemon Games On Cydia

Chapter nineteen. Nataralapasamacadafaga

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Spend more time than the weeks that I had advised the Queen. So, to go on the safe side.

The situation stabilizes. I take a plunge in business boring, ugly and depressing as it can be life away from criminals Storytellers. I resume
substance, in a sense. I rediscover inappropriate in many situations, awkward, linked to my own body. The relief I feel for not yet become exclusively the character of your favorite novel, is not enough to fill a sense of nausea that becomes stronger every day. Every day that passes, I become increasingly less Hanuman and that little boy back that he broke his spine several years ago and who is afraid of doing the silliest things.
mica do not know if it was worth it.

I have not seen the Queen, in this period, and even Echo. Even my commentators, those soothing and threatening those were good and quiet. As if we were all fallen into a sweet slumber spread.

Until Eco has not sent me an email. Only one link: http://www.ilmessaggero.it/articolo.php?id=35291&sez=HOME_PERSONE&ssez =

Michael Jackson converts to Islam. Now it is called Mikaeel as one of the angels of Allah , says the article.
We're not the only ones who give us high-sounding names ;) reads the mail of Eco.

believe is enough to send me to hell for weeks and weeks of slow recovery, care, healing and relief from all the risks swallowed too quickly and remained on his stomach?
Yes, it is. The monkey grin spread apart the corners of my mouth, without being able to do anything about it.
And ten minutes later, I walk up and down my room for my own excitement, hammered by a strange sense of wild freedom, I'm already calling Eco.

"What do you think?", I ask him, as soon as I get her ready ? with the same sly air that I expected.
"What do you think ... it is obvious that story of the conversion is nonsense. The screen behind which to justify its new name. The name of a deity, Hanuman, just like you "

Hanuman ... in Regina I had recommended, so please do not call me for some time, so as to absorb the damage of the ritual literary Dead Poets, I touch the name with the voice. Plan, with a subtle tone. ... Hanuman is in the midst of all the magic the first time I heard someone say.
I feel like a monkey hunting.

"E 'clear strategy, no? - Eco-wants to read that people identify with Mikaeel just like the few who know you will identify with Hanuman. It 's a form of defense. Are making the same path "
" The difference is that he is a eggregore ... is already an imaginary deity, and I am a human being "Eco
remains for a few moments in silence. When starts to speak, his voice is fun and tricky at the same time." The Dead Poets not subscribe at all what you just said "
Now it's my turn to swallow the exchange, but I do not expect Eco continues to speak in a tone of excitement growing, which should belong much more to me than to him, in theory:" And then, think and read the article well. He says that the conversion ceremony took place in the villa of Steve Porcaro, co-author of the music of Thriller. In Thriller in the video, Michael Jackson is constantly changing ... werewolf, zombie ... "
" You mean there's a hidden meaning? That the ceremony is actually a conversion ceremony processing ? "
" Exactly, Hanuman. Exact "

Rest for a moment to scroll up and down the screen part to Michael Jackson, then I look on Google images of him: the Macumba do better when you clear a mental picture of your target.

" What do you suggest? "Eco ask, and unless put in the picture opening this post.
" I read some comments to your blog. Some people say they turn to a certain Von Beck. Foul: Von Beck is an authority among us, on eggregori, the names and their consequences "
" And where do I get? "
" Oh - Eco smiles - you'll have to beat a bit ', and keep your eyes open "

There is one final thing I should say, and do not know whether or not to do it.
Massa.

"Eco ..."
"Tell me"
"I think the person who suggested I go find Von Beck, in comments to the blog, is the same as it is recommended not to trust you "
" I think this attests to the reliability permanently, "he concludes.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Elfa Compatible With Rubbermaid

A simple woman

Uff the meeting ... ah, at 11 I have to call the customer ... already ... I have to make the issue ... ah, right ... I have to prepare the doc and plan to leave the group ... but ... attention! At the third floor of the machine they put those cookies with honey that make me die ... YEAH!

Firule 'firule' ...

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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Taylor Lautner Sound Bords

Without words! De

No, no and NO!

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Was Macht Raven Riley

consolation

Me: "Oh what a day! Everything is collapsing. Tomorrow (Saturday) we will ask garrison for the testing of software ... Ale, tell me two words of comfort ... "
Alessio:"
Enter and exit at 8 to 21. You're giving her ass for the company. What do I owe you for '? You're a jerk! "
Me:" Thanks, now I feel much better ... "

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

Aluminum Vs Naval Jelly

would also be nice ...

's one of those dinners that gives you the elbow and told stories fun. You place a hand on the butt and gives you the beautiful figona. disarming Ride slips while looking in the neck, then says, 'You do not know who I am. "
' s one of those officers in the photos making the horns as children in elementary school.
Him is a bit 'so ...
What I would also good, if not who is the Chairman of our unfortunate country.
One who speaks of President Obama and says: "But ... cute, young and tanned ..."

God, give me a sign, then, I promise you, I become Catholic!

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Milena Miosotis Fight

Greetings! Question 2 The end

Greetings best friend.

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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Stress Value For Mat'l From Table A-1 (n/mm2



Colleague: "You went to the exhibition of comics?"
Me: "No."
Colleague: "Oh, I saw one that looked just like you. Disguised as Geisha."

Now, the question is: why my colleagues and see prostitutes think of me?

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PS: and do not try to tell women that geisha means "arts", I know that arts refer to those of Japanese Porcelain!

Friday, October 31, 2008

Kates Playground Freemovies



Today closes the St. James.
morning, "accidentally", I was there.

The hospital is guarded by police.
the rest ... sick and dangerous mob doctors may attempt to the common good, you know.
This is a government that keeps its promises. He had not perhaps said: "Increased safety"?

13:30 pm
Li are loading ... Police in riot gear they are loading ... my god ...
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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Shoe Inserts Do You Take Out Old Ones

civil protest, was uncivil

repeat history in imposing the "ideas" with the force.
But this time you put into account the Internet, cock!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The Ultimate Steal Word

Doc Rac

At eighteen I wanted to change the world. Like everyone else. Now I fight because the world does not change me. And lose.
And I also wonder what is the point that it is telling on a blog. Do not give a shit to anyone, of course.
But oh well ... does not matter.
Today I want to talk about a person. And I want to do in a public place, because everyone can say that will read: "For the misery in this world there are even people fucking way!" And this is a sign, in its own way of hope.

want to talk to the person whose name is Rac and works at San Giacomo in Rome.
Rac (Rac doc) is the nephrologist who follows me when I got sick in February.
Friday the hospital will close. And she does not have the new destination.

These days I read many responses from anonymous users about the closure of the hospital. I happened to read sentences like: "Ben is a fancazzisti these doctors that instead of working they go for a walk in the Via del Corso."
Okay, this doctor "fancazzista" today, although it was tested for the humiliation of constantly having to "justify" his labor was two hours to comfort and encourage me.
He took his concerns, his incazzature, sacrosanct his desire to say "enough", has set aside and continued to do what he does best: his work.
She is one that does not change the world.

So while there are also those who can "spit" on people that make it better 'I'm sick of Italy, she shrugged and he said: "I am only interested that you are well." And while these morons
of directors who govern us are beano of words such as: "The efficiency of health care." "The innovation of service to citizens ...", she gave me her private mobile phone for any emergency."
Here, in a world of so many empty heads and so many thieves, there is also Rec

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Headache And Swollen Partoid Glands

Police in schools

What destroys me is that one day I'll say, "I was right! ".
What destroys me is that you, my friend, despite having opposing views to mine, tomorrow you will have to recognize that this is a dictatorship.
What destroys me is that day will be lousy for both!

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Fotos De Mujeres Mayores

Resist, resist, resist

Recently I happened to say: "This government will not last 5 years!"
I replied that I am optimistic.
No, the truth is that they are pessimistic. Simply destroy Italy before!

Classes bridge. The bridge classes! Classes bridge??
The ghettos.
And so, start over.
'm not even past 100 years and start over.
Well, faced with a proposal to this effect one would expect that someone is angry. But no. Opposition shadow. Now I understand its deep meaning.
Hey, opposition shadow, there are clouds in the sky! Open your eyes!

It is disturbing that a cazzarona like me be forced to write some posts?

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Monday, October 20, 2008

Pine Derby Car Templates To Print

big question

Because the infusion of iron should be in multiples of four?
And what's inside the capsules of lansoprazole seems to gravel?

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Slaveforadaylost A Bet



In February, I said, 'This thing has changed me. "
"This thing" is glomerulonephritis. My Diamond. You know ... is forever.
In a world as precarious as our best chance to have some certainty?
You will never leave me, not like that coward of my ex!
glomerulonephritis is consistent. He promised me a certain destiny and I am sure you will keep it.
Thanks friend.

At first, I admit, I was a little pissed off. Then vaguely sad. So quietly resigned.
And do not stop being angry, sad or resigned all together.
But you can be angry, sad, resigned and laugh.
Then, since the fortification of adversity and I have to be very dear to the gods, from the upper floors have decided to close the hospital at which I was, and still recently, are being treated. Thanks
State.

At first, I admit, I was back a bit 'pissed off.
Then I got sad (because I tend to repeat myself too).
And now I resign, but the truth is that I'm still pissed off.
Evidently the injustices I have more indigestible disease.

Okay. At least they can count on human solidarity! I said to myself.
No, my fellow citizens, many are happy to close the hospital.
My fellow citizens, many people spend a life so unhappy as not to know even more What is the human compassion or understanding.
's so that democracies die.

One day history will judge.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

Fishing Rod Organizers

Chapter eighteen Torovoronopotodozosocofoqomo

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The feeling of a nice piece still missing.
For my efforts, however remains there to think about it, I can not recall that chapter on my blog, who died suddenly. They could have deleted them, the Dead Poets.
The problem is that it is not required to have written too long ago, I do not remember what it was about nothing.

And, just as Echo had expected, a guy jumps out in the comments that I recommend to look a certain Von Beck, if I want to help.
a hand in what? There
'm more understanding nothing.
So one evening I speak to you, to Regina. I have not seen for some time, roughly since I left. I guess all my
talk may have you believe that we Storytellers Criminals cells are a tight, organized, that we always see, things we plan, we form small tribes. This is partly true, partly it is not. These days, nobody has even tried and I tried none. It is always strange breathed this air, I've learned to enjoy often, accompanied by Queen or Eco. The air of something that is coming soon, the air of having to prepare.

By whom, on what, I do not know.

After a lot of time, Regina is calling me. He asks me how I am, what I'm doing, let's talk like two normal friends.
I dance with the pleasantries, I smile and make jokes. Stalls a lot, because when I hear her smile, which simply resent it and that's after I do not even know how long, I do not want to do is joke about everything and nothing, breathe in deeply. Until
take it anymore. It is a phrase that I had promised myself not to say, I gets out of hand.

"I'm afraid."

She takes a deep breath, worried. "Do something tonight?"
"No"
"But yes, you're busy. Go out with me. I'll pick you about half past nine and we do a beer

The beer we're going to do it at home. And 'where I met her, in Bologna, the apartment in which we held the party and then when we played chess. The board, in fact, is still there on the bed, the same provision for pedestrians as we left.
So, ladies and gentlemen, I tell her everything. The blog, Dead Poets, the messages that I receive from time to time, scary as ever, and also some things that I have not even told to Eco.
The feeling of being less consistent for example, that lasted a couple of days now. As if all that I was constantly rewritten by someone and sometimes I even realize I could.

"It 's the same feeling that I also have, for some time now - Regina whispers, a bit' more to herself than to me - That someone is rewriting. You do not have the impression that the weather turns a bit 'faster lately? As if someone was doing the deadlift "
" I'm not crazy just me, right? "

On the computer side of Queen Winamp alone, as soon as I finish to say, with Love Will Tear Us Apart by Joy Division. We remain both unable to speak for a while ', the terms tense and drawn, shrunken as if we had just thrown a bucket of ice water.

I take her hand.

"Can not find it's very comforting to be nuts in two ?, "I ask.
you make a grin.
" You offend if I say no? "
... I think we'll survive "

Regina Then he smiles a bit 'nervous." Ok, ok ... listen. Perhaps, for some time, it is best to steer clear of anything that is not pure life. Just to understand what is happening if we are not imagining things "
We both sat on the bed. He approaches a little 'more to me.
"... so - she continues - we need shock therapy. For at least two or three weeks, I would agree with you only call your name. Unless you can write. Doing things enough that you do not occupy a very trivial head. And most importantly, keep well away from all this "

nod until you want, but my focus is not totally there. I myself am not quite there, or at least that's my impression. Since
approached, much of my attention is diverted to the curve of his nose, eyes that stand out in black leather, deep and very, very big. That kind of greatness that awakens a strange and unwarranted nostalgia for God knows what.
Eyes now are staring at me, wondering what was silently listening to everything he said.

"Believe me, it's hard, after having had a taste. It '... is that everything is fantastic, even the worst."
I think a sentence awkward and stupid when I comes out of his mouth. But it is true, no doubt.

It remains to be studied, with the same expression as before. Then he shakes his head. "Not everything is great, believe me. ... And things really worse oh my God, you see things really getting worse?"

I perform my best smile like a monkey. What the much gloomier and that to me, however, in recent times always succeeds so well.
"I assure you that my concept of really worse has undergone a redefinition pretty big, since we saw the first agent of Coherence"
"Trust me, this is not a pleasant sight," she says, putting the computer and writing the address of a ... forum? site? It looks like a forum.
http://www.stormfront.org/
"Look," he says.

E 'in English, but she quickly click on the Italian section.
look, just one rushed to the topic.

E 'Aryan not permitted to have friends?
subliminal message in the promoters of crossbreeding various media.
ALLOGENEIC INVASION: 4 MILLION! (20% ILLEGAL!)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ADOLF HITLER!
When you say that blacks are stupid.

I look to the Queen. "Come on, are clearly idiots. So what I put it in bookmarks along with those of Communion and Liberation, so I read them when I want to feel like a smarter person the average "
Queen stares at me. His expression is serious, as serious as ever." Did you know that there are people of our own, each other? "
" I'm taking the piss? "
No, it's doing, course. You see that, at this moment, the idea of \u200b\u200bjokes about it is quite far away. Both my part that on its part.

"For years, tell the same story. Talk about superior races and inferior races. They say that the concentration camps never existed, that was just propaganda. Tell a false story, which might be denied by anyone with a grandparent still alive. You know why? "
" Why ... shit ... because they believe it will convince more people that went really well ... "
... more able to actually rewrite the past. Bravo, you are learning well. And the more I think about it, the more times that I wonder if it is not a legitimate defense, the existence of the Consistency of Agents'

We remain in silence, a silence broken only by the hum of the computer hard drive to Regina.
I look a little 'screen.
smile.

"Take this example of mestizaje, dickheads," grin, before kissing the Queen on her lips.
... Hanuman? "She says, eyes wide.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Malpractice Sample Complaint Form

The end!

http://www.ilmessaggero.it/articolo.php?id=32294&sez=HOME_ROMA

was an unequal struggle.
Too many interests at stake.
I never thought that one day I would have touched the misfortune of having to mourn the Christian Democrats! Goodbye my

Italy!

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Design Your Own Majorette Costume

Chapter Seventeen: Qasatacapalaranamahadaga

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The rest is pure delusion.
I find myself at home, without the slightest idea of \u200b\u200bhow be reached. One moment, they are there ready to collapse. A moment later, and I'm in my bed. All well, seamlessly from one scene to another, just as if some invisible Mr. Director had decided, at some point, removing the parts produced in a very interesting and beautiful cut.
look for the morning, then called Eco. I tell him that something happened to me while I was away. I'm not sure that even I do not remember it.
He tells me to wait a couple of days. A couple of days and we are.

"Eco, I need to figure it out NOW"
"A couple of days, Hanuman.'ll See the fast-flowing"

And how, if you run fast.
The two days of fall to the lead in a tournament of small formalities that do not have time to attend to, friends who do not have time to hear, even a few episodes of Torchwood who do not live to see.
Again, the Director invisible work of the cuts required to keep alive the attention. So, I find myself, as if they were not even been ten or fifteen minutes. A lot of history behind it, a present and a future that shocked not doing too well.

Eco and I are talking in the usual bar. The feeling to look out the window, the usual. A fish bowl, where hundreds of faces are off on one another, running, waving, repeated and repeating the same words.
Eco has an extraordinary sense of timing, in choosing to always give us an appointment at an hour when there's hardly anyone here. Fortuna by conspiratorial , calls it. I really like, as a term. Fortuna by conspiratorial.

"So you know them?"
"Something," he says Eco, in a tone that seems all would imply. Downed a shot of some weird flavored tea in a cup brown a bit 'chipped incompatible sophisticated air that he likes to take forever.
"I knew Phoenix, when she joined the Dead Poets. There must have been a bit 'of years ago, and I was still confused," he continues. Then
remains silence, giving me the strange sensation of wanting to add something else, without being able to do.

We remain a bit 'in silence. "What do you think is happening to me?"
He shrugs, looking at the bottom of the cup a few oracle that suggests how to attack the speech. A blue cloth waving from a stall on the road in front of us. Viewed from here, looks like a kind of sailing and I do not know why, I will cause a strange cross between envy and nostalgia.
"This is an answer that I can not give. You yourself have you prevented from doing so "

remain to look like a fool, a condition in which I am surely getting used to.
"Eco Sorry, but what the hell are you saying? If I called you two days ago, was just to let me explain to you what is happening "
" Listen to me. Maybe you're not feeling right now, but you broke all the rules of the game. One by one "

Rest in silence for a while '. I am reminded of a few things to say to him, but closes the mouth in time.
"What do you mean, for rules of the game?"

Eco leans across the table. For the first time I see him alert to the possibility that someone is listening ... and even a wrinkle of concern, which I'm not bode well.
"I mean that what you're doing is very dangerous. And you do it lightly, without even realizing it. The only thing I can do is tell a story. Then, draw your own conclusions you "

" All right - I say at the end - OK, tell the story "Eco

remains to tinker with his chipped mug. It caresses the rim and shaking what is left inside. For once, the more he seems sincere drama embarrassment, difficulty finding the right words. Not exactly the norm for him.
"Once they made a strange experiment with Kafka. Criminals First Storytellers"
"With ... Kafka?"
"Al Franz was well informed about him hung a process, without specifying the charges or anything. The tormented for months. The Process ... did you read it? not really a novel. It 's more a diary
"But why such a thing?"
"As I said, it was an experiment. They wanted to see what happens, when someone dive into a novel situation. What makes you human, Hanuman? The perception of reality around and within you, makes you human. Nothing more. When the reality around you is pure fiction ... then you too will become a character in a story "

" Wait, "I say after a few minutes" You tell me that wanted to turn a literary character in Kafka? "

Eco does not respond immediately. The blue sails continue to beat stand on the street in front, and his voice does not come.
I feel after a pause that seems to have lasted hours, just when I turn to break the silence.
"What the Storytellers Criminals have always wanted to do was this, if you think about it. Take control of your plot"
"And what does this have to do with me?"
"You'll see - Eco says with a smile - you're a fool, Hanuman. A dangerous madman. I can only tell you now that we are in a strange neutral space in the story"
"Eco ... please, stop a moment to the mystery man and explained better
"I really want? Well, I'll do. "

When he lifts eyebrow and mouth bend into a smile so dry it looked like a wrinkle, I feel to be totally idiot who rightly are.
"Soon, you will write about our conversation on your blog. Someone in a commentary, he tells you to look a certain Von Beck. Eggregori the One who understands and can help you out in your plan absurd to kill Michael Jackson with a macumba literary. " He pauses only a moment to check my reactions. No, I'm listening to him and I'm afraid, yes. Very afraid.
"So - he continues - you set out looking for Von Beck. Follow a path. This path will take you to experiment. Weird experiments like the one on Kafka. And you'll realize As can be frightening "
" Or - comment with a smile that would not be so shaky - if someone nominate this Von Beck, I can give him a good laugh in the face and continue on my way "
" No, Hanuman. In a story, free will does not exist. In reality you're just looking for Von Beck. And in a few days, you turn to me as if this conversation had never taken place "

Take a deep breath, letting the moment when the waiter comes to take the cup of Eco. I have not taken anything and I regret it: I eat like a pig, just to feel the taste of food when you bite, chew, crisp feel and physical, as I descend into the stomach.
But not ordered anything.
"Kafka And what happened? E 'dead and gone, and I do not think it has become the god of Employees anguished"
"His metamorphosis lasted many years and was nearly invisible to most people. I assure you that we are few know that it was tuberculosis, which is why he could not say a word before he died ... "
He gets up and takes his jacket. The same signal to tell me that the conversation is ending.

"... simply the voice had become the buzz of a cockroach"

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

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Save the San Giacomo San Giacomo

While the hospital decided to close St. James, ushered in new departments. So now you can demolish them.
Everything has a name!
Let cure.

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

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Chapter Fifteen: Vanacaramalasa

By Vespero Pictures, Images and Photos

"The king wants to see you," whispers Arab Phoenix.


a bell sound in the living room, one of those to be reception, and all the people around me suddenly stops. Are hours that I try to remind me where I've seen their faces, where I heard their voices. Each time, the feeling is the same as when you have a name on the tip of your tongue, ready to escape all the time.
I did not mind this place, when Phoenix took me here after hours to drive in a road that curves writhing in the darkness. There was an air of 007 films: all those rich guy pulled a shiny, young and old, unnaturally beautiful and a bit 'plasticky. Smile and cocktail in hand.


I navigated around for the whole evening. Surfing, it does. Predatory fish such as: far enough, but never too much. Always close enough to see what I did, I feel my smell, hear my speeches. And make sure that I listen to them.
Nothing amazing at first. Discussions of work commitments, I feel as if dozens, here, only with matters to me a bit 'more interesting than usual. Film to be shot. Novels to be written. Album preparation.
Always with that by way of exclusive club of artists. From exclusive club Masonic of artists, in which power relations and obligations are perceived as invisible and powerful ley-lines between a person and another.


Yet if you listen to this strange arrangement that you have often drunk, where you focus more on conversation than on the background in the foreground, with her a couple of strange characters.

Some speak of Carnival masks, for example. Harlequin, Pierrot, Columbine ... things like that. They must be foreigners, perhaps in England. Every so often cripple their names, making them sound so unintentionally funny Harley Quin, Pierre Hot .
But the tone in which they speak there is nothing funny. It 'full of respect mixed with awe, as if they were referring to strange gods in the flesh, capable of lightning at the same time of this writing these lines.
A German doctor who introduced me to escape and that he never removed his gloves, looking at me just as they are talking about. Make sure that he is browsing in their speeches, is a satisfied smile, makes me ashamed as a dog and starts to argue with others.


Then, as I said, the doorbell rings. And the appetizer to the 007 becomes a group photo of the ghosts of Shining .


They turn to look at all. All.

Phoenix is \u200b\u200bcoming towards me. He hands me a hand and held it tight, while I continue to look around.
Everyone smiles, some nods. The German doctor claps his hands in a polite applause. It adds another and more, until the world around bends in a single sharp smile, which I'm not too sure you want to have to do.
Phoenix pulls me gently with her, outside the hall, down the stairs.
"We'll see in the comics," he tells me someone in the other half. I do not know whether it is a joke, but just to play it safe, I nod and a smile that I hope does not sound too nervous.

go down. It 's a dark staircase, would you believe? the same as I mentioned some time ago. I lean against the wall for a moment and I'm sure that soon riascolterò the same scream, cry the same hybrid, the same feeling of having to run away and strong, because something that is faster you're going up those stairs.
"You feel like Alice in front of the rabbit hole?" She asks quietly, when we were we, a few steps to do and a closed door.
"A little '
He squeezes her hand and opens the door.

Inside the big room where we are is almost as big as the room I just left the aperitif. In fact, it is a bit 'more empty it is and with a very large number of transparent sheets, to delimit it along all the walls. A cross between the hall of the Black Lodge and the College of Suspiria. And just like in Suspiria , heavy breathing, tired, in the background. The breath of something from
enormous amount. Smell of disinfectant. With lingering scent of shit. A sticky floor I feel every time I move a step.

"You could turn on the light?"
My voice is getting nervous. A noise
fat and liquid, a bad stomach rumbling in the darkness.
"King says there is no reason why deny yourself this favor," says Phoenix, and a light comes on.

Lights behind the curtains. Not very strong, enough to light a gigantic black shape that you do not manage to guess that the other side dishes. And the outline drawing what looks like a throne. A throne on which someone is sitting ... from behind the curtain can not figure out who he is.

I would venture to say that I do not understand what is. When he lifts a hand to greet the impression I have is that it made more of gelatin, and meat.

E 'that thing to produce the grumbling stomach. Trembles every time you hear that sound, as if something deep in the shake.

"The King is very happy to see you," translated as a new phoenix.
close my eyes. I open them. I'm cracking my fingers and I am aware of a hysterical grin that I just sprouted on his lips, he can not (or will) do much to prevent it.
"Once and for all ... what you are, you?"
"We are the Dead Poets, Hanuman. All those who've seen above, are part of our family. Many have recognized them for what they are subjected to some operation, to go a bit 'more unnoticed. Yes, the one next to the entrance was really Paul McCartney, no one like him and even the Beatles impersonator who has played with all this time. That 's what has left traces of itself everywhere ... the dead . What Paul is dead. And, like him, there are many others. "
" You're kidding "
" Maybe. And maybe not. The choice is yours "
" What what are you? "
" Who we are, Hanuman - whispers in Phoenix, with the smile reappears faded - We are still human, for now. We are one big family with a common purpose "

I am closer, but the whispers. The rumbling stomach looks like a thunderclap. Thunder and meat juices.

" To ensure that people build up myths us. And make these myths so strong, so powerful, to transform ourselves into urban legends, stories told from mouth to mouth to believe blindly ... no longer human but divine. New pop deities "

Something in my stomach bends and springs ago. Something that drives to be thrown out NOW, NOW. The legs tremble for a moment, then it's all about finding some sort of center of gravity and remain in feet. For the time being.

"You know very well who is king - grins Phoenix - You do not need you to sing Fever. If you see it, it is because it is closer than all of us to our goals. E 'pure potentiality, is made of same tissue indefinite and changing stories. Other times, when stories about him become static and repetitive, its flesh becomes the texture of marble ... "

Another gurgle interrupts us.
"He says, too, pretending to be a character of your stories, writing a story that mixes what belongs to Hanuman and his writer, walk our way. ... You could not become something interesting More than a literary demigod, mind you. Anyway, it would take time, it would take lessons "
I would ask then what they want, why me. My throat scratches in a croaking sound at random.
" So because you invited me? To tell me that? "I ask finally, trying to articulate every word slowly.
The King makes a different sound now. It 's like trying to talk but, again, the only exit off streams of sounds disgusting. Araba Phoenix nods.
"No. What the King wants you to know, is something else "

It is even closer to my lips. The touches, as he talks.

" The bomb has a nature nice ... , "croons on the air of an old song by De André, before a strong blow to the head of dots fill all blacks.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

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Against closure

Sometimes it is called religion, some politics, but in the end it is only power. Money
his instrument.
In Rome, in total silence, the Region has decided to close three historic hospitals (with the cross-party consensus on the left and right). The sick are weak, do not serve the society, you know.
signatures have been collected, to no avail.
We protested, indifference has surrounded us. The
Oct. 31 cease the activities of the San Giacomo.
Patients on dialysis were not directed toward any new structure.
The cancer patients will have to "make do" as they can. All other
do is despair in silence.
now we are so accustomed to the injustice that we no longer even recognize them.

All this in a loud voice, say NO. Why are my "children", tomorrow, know that even in the face of defeat must have the strength to oppose with hope.

To you, the readers, I ask you to raise your voice to me.
carried over to your blog my cry.
So at least the silence is not the companion of this injustice.

marzia.elle

Thursday, September 4, 2008

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close our hospitals

Lazio is in deficit.
Healthcare has a small hole a few billion.
Now we do not care for thieves who have so reduced.
solution is to close hospitals.
my hospital. The San Giacomo in Rome.
where they are being treated for seven months now.

No, I got it right ...

marzia.elle

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

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weapon

Giampy 'Ma', I swiped my pencil ... "
Me: "Oh yeah, Manco I realized I was ..."
Giampy "Truly I asked you to borrow, only that they are kept after me ... heh heh ..."
Me: "You know what? Keep it. In my memory. I'll leave you an inheritance. So when I burst can be said to have something of mine! "
Giampy:" But go wrong! You know where I put the 'pencil is? In cuooooooooooooore "
Me:" Fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuu, for a moment I feared ... "
Giampy:" But you're impossible! "
Me:" Not at all, and that he had just tempered ... "

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Tuesday, September 2, 2008

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Intercettatemi!

I want to be caught!
I want my phone calls are published.
fact, to simplify the work to judges, I am going to list the calls made / received yesterday.

10:06 pm - Mechanical
The battery of my car is deceased. Add coupon and blue sticker and get € 220 less.

10:08 pm - Women tertile
A ma ', is only steps away from the mechanic on my behalf?

10:23 pm - The guarantee
architect Stephen is ready. Can I go to withdraw it.

11:36 pm - best friend
Everything ok. The audit went well. In 15 days we will have test results.

Hours 13:06 - papy papy
Yes, I'm still alive. Is not it great?

19:09 pm - best friend
cazzeggiano happily talking about our common childhood.

marzia.elle

Saturday, August 30, 2008

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Love kills

tertile Woman: "Good to Mama ... you had breakfast? "
Me:" Yes, before leaving Rome. "
tertile Women:" Do not you want something? A bomb with the cream?? "
Me:" No mother ... thank you ... "Donna
tertile:" A maritozzi with cream? "
Me:" No mother ... thanks ... "
tertile Donna:" But have you wasted? Do you prefer a piece of hot pizza from the oven? "
Me:" Mom DIOM! No, I do not want anything ... I have not heard anything ... "
Women tertile:" And for lunch? Spaghetti with mussels and clams? Baked Stuffed Tomatoes? Two slices of swordfish? "

Rac No, hold on! Resist!

marzia.elle

Monday, August 25, 2008

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Hopeless

I quote: "You're not as normal ... and not the steroids! "
When even your best friend tells you some things ... there is no hope ...

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Chapter Fourteen: Dagasarapana

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are days of Mistral and the sea is often a forest impractical waves.
I find myself walking around ports, docks, deserted beaches at dusk. I find it a bit 'more time to write, I, who these days would do anything.

To make you quick: 18 I got where I needed to get and, as he said the anonymous comments in the friend, they have contacted me. you, that is. I have never yet had to do with anyone else, apart from Phoenix. I said to represent the Dead Poets, but when I asked her to tell me who they were and what they wanted (what they wanted from me , above), the answer was always the same.

"Do not ask. Look, listen, distract. When it's appropriate to talk and introduce yourself to others, you'll know"

seems a kind of test, I said.
it is, he answered her.

So we walk, we talk about trivial things and intimate as those known for some time. She is indeed much older than me, but seems to have crystallized over time. Not one more wrinkle in the time in which he played.
And when she smiles, I swear, his smile are all women I'll never have.

walk much on the beaches, as you saw in the previous chapter. At certain hours of the morning or evening, you find many deserted, with the wind that the sea spray in the face and vice versa. And when there is any other human being, Phoenix is \u200b\u200bfun to listen to the speeches.
read the comments of this blog, comments on them in turn. He tells me to greet you, Rabbi, and you wait for an old story remained dormant.
I, however, I can not help but notice that people who are writing here send messages more and more strange and disturbing, recently. As can exercise my oath in this regard, I assure you that's not me that I autospedisco threats and oracles. I know what you and, no, not that even I find it very reassuring.
But that's okay, very well indeed. One of the reasons I started writing, in addition to wanting to kill Michael Jackson (quiet, I have not forgotten) is scaring me a bit '.
I love having this kind of fear.

"What you were taught, for now, and Eco Queen?" I asked him one day Phoenix.
remain in difficulty. So many things, none. Everything was a bit 'too chaotic in recent times, including initiations, rites of Babel, eggregori Agents and Coherence.
"What do you teach me?" I ask you, so why turn over these questions is the best thing that I can when I do not know what else to say.

'll teach you that the stories do not come only from dreams, language and imagination. Born of fear, punches in the stomach, blind rage and poisoned apples. And what stories are powerful because they scream louder than others, you are attacking him and you are changed forever. Forever.

I do not really say. I think strong enough, though. And I smiled, as if he understood that I understood myself.

"Which one of your worst memories?", Then asks.
"Why do you want to know?"
"Why is it still a story. I want to see it as a story you would not want to remember"

We remain a bit 'in silence, the two of us.

"In the sea, my father and I, years ago, like you and me now. E 'was furious after an argument between my parents. I loved swimming, I love it even now. If I go into the water do not ever go out: there I lay down, we reach, but I enjoy swimming very badly. I drink and hug him, I do to lose my breath. It 's always been like this for me "
" Even then, the day that your quarrel? "
" Yes. My father took me to swim to distract me, but I had the stomach closed. I looked at the sea and suddenly felt a grudge against him, against my parents, against the place where I was, where I enjoyed until a few days before and I would have enjoyed the next day.
"My father asked me if I wanted to swim or play a bit '. I wanted to do, of course.

"But I kept looking at the sea with a stomach that was not even up and down as before now. And in the end I told my father not to"

am a little 'in silence. "Not a big deal, eh? Very trivial. I also told bad in a hurry. But I could not do it differently"
"Perhaps," she says, indecipherable.
do not know if it relates to the fact that it is not a great story that I told badly, I could not find a better suit, so to speak.

Nearby, a girl is watching us. E 'wearing a shirt transmitted, a pair of shorts, huge glasses, those seventies. For a moment
I'm pretty sure both my eggregore guardian, Allecto. But he has red hair, are blacks and smooth, and the face of one who is staring at you while you think fucking looking at?

whisper the phrase with which, in the stories from which she was born, always signed his letters . Exu Rei. So, just to be safe and a little 'for fun.

does not answer, his eyes once and I feel a bit 'sad.

Thursday, August 21, 2008

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The Loire - postulates

1. All the French living in Paris (Aside: the Loria is uninhabited).
2. The food, of course, are preserved in the melted butter.
3. In French, the incorrect pronunciation of an incomprehensible accent makes any word (Aside: the concept of context is an idiot invented by prof. During the Latin versions).
4. Dogs blacks at night they sleep in the middle of the road (Aside: if I drive).
5. South of the monsoons blow Orleans (Aside: August is the month of rain).
6. Versailles is twinned with Frittole.
7. "All directions " means "North".
8. "Other directions " means "North" (Aside: if you go south).
9.
All roads emerge on the A10.
10.
The jam is a dangerous detonator.

marzia.elle

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Welcome back!

first day in office after the holidays - lunch break.

Luke: "Ma ', come and have coffee?"
Me: "Late arrival at the point right now ... and I'll join you ..."
Luke: "What laws?"
Me: "What a question ... Leopardi ..."
Luke: "Oh mother! I never got that far ..."
Following extensive buffing to the family jewels.

has released a position in my company, please send resumes.

marzia.elle

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

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Chapter thirteen: Gadanaracasata

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you walking beside me, obscuring the very presence of sunset rehearsal of the six-thirty in the afternoon. Barefoot on the sand, is the living proof of what people are not careful never to anything.

Why, that's fine, you have not seen enough porn to be recognized, but only a couple of years ago was a continuum of television specials about people who swore to have seen her alive, people who are assured of having had an affair, people who guaranteed to be one of his few hidden child. Even as the battle is not just for the words of Echo, under the lines.
Phoenix .

Phoenix asks me: "You still scared?"
"Only the chatter of people," I reply. In one stretch of beach, I heard at least a mile out of place jokes about immigrants, illegal or not, and speeches that I would never have thought possible exist. Too much to caricature, from bad a bad picture story.

I breathed a sigh that sounds a bit 'strangled.

"It would be great here, if there were none. If someone had the idea to spray the area with nerve gas"
Phoenix nods. Make one of your smiles, angular and faceted. "Once, I spoke with your friend Regina .... It 'was the first to join the Dead Poets'
" E. ..? "
"And he was charming, no doubt. You'll be surprised if I told you how many people consider this. You know that many consider it the leader of all the storytellers Criminals?"


In fact, I am surprised only to a certain extent. I saw how the greeting on the day of my initiation. About amicably with those who respect and deference that same drowning in a hint of sarcasm. Whatever the reason, made it all a kind of homage.

"Fascinating, yes - Phoenix continues - but the flaw is to have a confidence a bit 'obtuse to other people. All"
"And do not you?"
"But look at them, Hanuman. Look at all of them. As you discuss how to sing gliel'hanno quell'ambulante? Of how we should shoot some people on the boats? O as it must bow down and lick the ground on which they walk their heads? Think about how the world would be if they had the power to make real the stories that dream? "

Seeking a contradiction, any object. Perhaps, at this moment I'm too tired to find a convincing. Even the sea seems to have had enough of useless talk, the complaints in the balance, the speeches from the market. I feel his stomach twist in several waves of disgust.
next to me, under an umbrella, someone talking about drugs. In terms that I leave to your imagination.

"People will not be trusted - she continues - Who is able to imagine a better life, to survive. ... The other well, beginning to think that might not be that of consistency, the enemies. The enemies they are. These you see around you, their spouses and children in tow. The enemies are the other ".

Saturday, August 16, 2008

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Chapter Twelve: Lavaganasaradaba

by Jacopo Camagni

He did not say much, since Hanuman has released.
Allecto He said his name. Called, to be called, does not really matter. Our real names are those that we choose, has heard some time ago.

(Hanuman sometimes think of taking it too literally, that phrase. It happens when he has to strive to get back to mind the real name)

Allecto is a prison. A prison.
The first times he spoke of Fortress Europe, a place believed to be Hanuman. Described it to him as a concentration camp, a small Guantanamo in which the enemy threw into the captured rebels. A place somewhere in Greece.
It took a lot 'of investigation, weeks of stalking and suspension of disbelief to get a better idea of \u200b\u200bhow things were. Fortress Europe was a prison for eggregori, imaginary creatures, characters in novels and memetic viruses posing a threat to the New World Order. A prison for ideas, which are destabilizing and fantasies made concrete by the collective are captured and confined.
But it is not a place.
It 's a person.
They sealed all the prisoners inside a real person, closing to turn in a maximum security facility on the outskirts of Athens.
Fortress Europe is the name by which the people of the New World Order calls Allecto.

When Hanuman has released, Allecto was possessed by a gang of forgotten gods and archetypes anarchists who pushed unsuccessfully to quit. Every now and then she was, sometimes something different. The character that has more often Exu, the trickster of Candomblé. When Exu arrives, forcing Allecto to harm, to injure and taste blood, sex and meat. Allecto loves him.

Hanuman has worked a lot to get over the trauma of post-implantation. Because, as he has understood, Allecto the feeling is that of drowning in a magma alien personality. As a tangle of characters on characters who speak through her body and gesturing through its members, to dissolve them. Allecto until no longer exists.
So every night she is forced to tell him something. A history, trivia, an episode of childhood. Something that has to do with her alone. Learn a lot: he also learns things that perhaps should not know, but does not mind. When it touches a raw nerve apologizes and does not dwell too much ... but we still need to continue to tell.
Until she starts to navigate all the parapersonalità that have driven into a strength. And do you remember a little 'more about what it means to be Allecto.

goes on like this, trying to get her to eat, keeping it firm during its crisis, improvising all the time. Because, shit, if there is one thing that has never had the slightest security, it is just taking care of others.
He tries to help her in return she gets help without a fuss. In a sense, you give a hand to each other. The teaches something. To shoot, to make explosives, to make an offer to the loa and invoke their aid. To make magic in a lethal way. He sees the mparare quickly, animated from a cold hatred and aware that sometimes scares him. A hatred that never explodes, but that takes planning and become good in what you do. The worst possible hate, for sure.

Hanuman often falls asleep next to her. He wakes up every now and then, suddenly, when his breathing becomes irregular. He curses because, he was sure, for sure something was wrong. Then she gets quiet and he calms down, goes back to sleep.

Now it is there, lying beside her. The hair she tickle on the cheek. Are red, an artificial red and very dark. The nose touches the neck. A nose is a bit 'in the air, sprinkled freckles. The breathing upon him, of a steady, slow. More peaceful than usual, and quite hot.
The curls up next. The leg touches the side, then rub on one of his. Allecto has long legs, thin but firm, with some very old scar that leaves a trail on the pale skin.
Hanuman holds its breath, instinctively.
Allecto's hand moves along the belly. It has slender fingers, read. Nails cut just because they do not get hurt during a crisis. Even the hands have a few scars. It seems to be everywhere. The fingers back, touch the beard of him, fiddling there, descend along the neck. They stop on the chest, caressing.
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?, He thinks.

The move feels his head, bent over his chest. His lips just mentioned support a kiss on the mouth. They move on her nipples and kiss them too.
Darkness buys a gradient strange seems to have its own light, made up of breathing and movements in hushed silence.

Hanuman stiffens e. .. and do not know what to do.

"Hanuman", whispers Allecto, with the breath that has a little 'chocolate that he is eating when the stomach is made of ice and is unable to swallow another.
The chest beating with the rhythm of a jungle. The chest of both.
His hand claws back. Then, before she realizes, if he is tightening the other hand, small breasts pressed against his chest. The bites his neck slightly. The nails of her crawling slower against the spine.

The aroma of the strange taste of chocolate fills the mouth.

*

Once, Hanuman was the name of the protagonist of some of my stories. It was the character I play in a campaign of RPGs. Allecto if a friend of mine was invented : the story was a bit 'different from what I've told you now, but there were many points in common. Hanuman Allecto and were more or less a pair: planning acts of sabotage and shooting the bad guys. They were terrible and were amused to be such.

Now. I'm leaving, you know and you know what I'm going to do. The latest posts are scaring me to death, because - I do not know - who sent the message on what should happen, he shot a date that does not seem thrown in at random. And as to what was signed as Eco ... Well, recently I spoke with him. With the real one, that is. He says he never sent any comment.

I do not know what they want from me. What the fuck, are the newest.

So here's what I'm trying to do. I tried to create a eggregore. While there is some similarity between me and my character, get a new one that Hanuman was very close, it seemed the best idea. Allecto is not exactly as he had imagined my friend. It 's more ... mine, in a sense. There must be something about me, to give it life. And I apologize to those who digests little scenes like this: to give her a body, describing his first night with Hanuman seemed the right thing to do. Again, this is a more raconte my one thing that I wrote for four hands with my friend. Rework and rebound from a story between me and another person should help make Allecto a bit 'less fake.

Now, here's a favor I ask. Help me to give it body. Eco roughly explained to me that god, guardian angels and imaginary characters are mentioned in the same way as they are the same. This is to make concrete believing in their existence or at least not denying a priori. I do not know if it really works so: to me it seems too easy and in style Mary Poppins. I look and I say that with this speech, when you're a kid you should mention eggregori tape. Well, if one thinks of how many children are believed to have an invisible friend or a monster under the bed, maybe it makes sense.
But I repeat: I have no idea. I have no idea what we should do really. I can only imagine and write about it to bleed.
If everything works, I do not think that will manifest type appearance, mind you. Maybe it will be a girl like her, maybe someone that shares certain characteristics. Maybe some help simply to make more favorable coincidence. As I explained at the beginning, this kind of thing is a bit 'like men who drew prehistoric hunting scenes.

You see that is the very first time I do something, right? I fear that improvisation is the dish of the day. Maybe Allecto will not be as stable as Michael Jackson, but enough for me less, even that ... I do not know. Hey, Have you noticed how many times I'm repeating this do not know, lately?
Shit.

But it is a guarantee of protection, if it succeeds. If I go where you put really bad, I have a chance in a million that something like Allecto give me a hand.

Ok, if you start right away to get crazy, I assure you that we will not go very far.
And also that we must start somewhere too.

Friday, August 15, 2008

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Chapter eleven: Nasaradagamavata

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First, thanks to friends and acquaintances for advice.
I've heard, really. Although many of you may doubt it, in reading the next lines.

I speak a bit 'of this story with Eco.
As the still little known (certainly less than the Queen, with whom I go for a walk on until after the initiation, more or less), I am more spontaneous discussion with him. Eco has always seemed to have the situation under control, everything is roughly manageable.
And, ladies and gentlemen, I do not need a course in psychology to understand that I have a fucking afraid, after what has happened.
I and Eco decides to choose another place instead of the bar who hangs out in Bologna. Need not be stated too, a quiet place and not too visible.

I explain the situation, with confidence that you break your neck just to know the existence of this blog. I tell him to hurry, a sleazy attempt to fast talking that goes something like: " equindinelblogincuiraccontoquestastoria ..." and immediately turns on the last post and the guests that have left me. Eco
remains impassive. I think those are his glasses to make it so. Do not suggest anything of the look.
"What are you doing?" He asks.
shrugged. I do not know, I would say. "I do not know."
nods, as if he expected an answer. Look ahead, and here where we are, the night sky is a web of lightning. It does not rain, though.
"Have you met a Consistency Agent. Do you think it could be them? ", He murmured at last.
" Boh, as far as I know, yes. Too. I know. What I saw was less human than one webcam. Staring at us all the time, seemed to lose every now and then stared at us again "
" It 's not because you saw. Much of the staff is blind. Only capture the imagination and those who produce interference. When you do not see or hear anything, it means that everything is fine "
" Then those who have cracked the blog can not be agents of Consistency, right? "
Step over the last, monstrous success of Echo, but to carve out a crucial piece tranquility.
He knew me a little smile, just to emphasize that it is never so easy. "First thing: not all those who work for consistency, are agents. Some do it in an unconscious way. Others are very common in humans. Others again were on our side, then change your mind"
"traitor?"
"They would tell you only that sees things from a more mature. There are more and more, as they pass the time. But before debunking the myth number two"
"What's that?"
"We are not two armies, all from a compact side of the forehead. As far as I know, these are written that you may share our every little idea and be crazy like horses. Maybe they want to kill them to prove some theory . Maybe you brainwashed, perhaps offer a cup of tea. Do not know a much about each other has always been our greatest weakness "

We remain a bit 'in silence. More lightning on the horizon, another promise of rain.

" Do you think they may know where I am or who I am? "
He frowns, in an expression that sounds almost amused. "It's not that keeping a low profile is your specialty, Hanuman. I told you a bunch of times that most of the things you do is dangerous. But take a monkey name also means thinking like a monkey, I guess ... "
" Oh, and just piss around with this history of the name "
" Why did you choose that? "
"It was my character in a role-playing game. And a few short stories. A magician terrorist, Hindu religion. ... Ok I know it's something stupid" Eco
but I do not look like something stupid. She looks at me with the air of one who has the ideas a little 'clearer about a couple of questions, of course, takes for himself.
There broods a bit more '. When he resumed speaking, the argument codenamed Hanuman is water under the bridge. "Regina would tell you to keep you away from them. Let you protect, until you give up"
"And you, you say?"
shakes his head. "Never mind, of what I say. what you want do?"

He gets a bit 'in the wind. Even a sickening stench, which runs through the fields around us. Fertilizer, probably ... shit but a nightmare primordial god, the smell does.
"I have a great fear, Eco. But I'm awfully curious"
"So what?"
"And then go really does seem absurd, but part of me would like. See the other point of view"
"Then do it"
The phrase is a bit 'in the air, before I realize what that means. "... Eh?"
Eco shrugs. "It seems to want to tell you something, right? If you do not speak with them, you never know what it is. Another point of view? Accept it even if she were giving me my worst enemy "
" Okay ... but it could be a trap. Should not this be the point in the dialogue when I say that? "Eco
nods, lighting a cigarette." Knowledge is always tied to the risks. "The tone in which he says has an indifferent tone, as if stating the obvious biggest in the world.

Then again raises his shoulders. "They are capable of all trust no one"


And then we come to us.
This guide is only one thing to say.
Okay. Meet me and let me see, Dead Poets Society.
to have much fear, I want to see.
I really want to see.

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Gas Stoves Setting Off Carbon Monoxide Alarms



this is not a chapter.
is a warning. for you and all who are reading
what they believe a story.
do not know us, hanuman.
we do.
we will observe for a while.
guess your password, your id, it was simple.
light and simple.
look at what you do, as you move, the name of your choice.
what you're getting and who you become.
We are not so different, you and us.
today the world will change.
what's going on at CERN is only the opening of a long game.
you play chess imagining stories behind your moves.
we imagine new pieces on the board.
the LHC is just the first step.
we will observe, hanuman.
not believe what you say.
you are lying.
not trust queen.
in another story, a more naive yourself has paid the consequences.
's what we have us
another point of view.
keep looking.
and when you want to know,
will extend a hand.
The Dead Poets Society.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Fotosplallas De Miami

Friend cortisone

Cortisone is a hormone. It 'nice to her. The adrenal glands produce. In
medicine is used to treat many different diseases.
In this case, because among its properties there is to "depress" the immune system, I use it to calm my boiling spirits of antibodies (always there to attack vital organs). Silly!
Cortisone is powerful. Penetrates the cells. And 'one who goes straight to the source, to the DNA. Cortisone is a hard .
shame, though, causing some small inconsistency side effects.
I to say, I'm turning in Ursa Yogi (yes, Yogi Bear Hanna-Barbera).
Please, Yogi I like him ... with that nice big face full of hair, always looking to steal picnic baskets ... However ... I was wondering ... but a drug I can turn ... I know ... Angelina Jolie in it?

marzia.elle

Monday, August 4, 2008

Inscription For Condolences

Chapter ten. Ravadalamacanaxa

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begins to follow as soon as we go down the train.
I do not notice it at first. E 'Queen to let me see, in the midst of a chat about our favorite games of all time ( Planescape Torment for me and for her Deus Ex).
He says: "Walk as if everything was going well," so, in the middle of the speech.


And before you understand what that should be fine, I hear footsteps behind me.
's not so much hear footsteps, you know: the train station in Rimini, in midsummer, is anything but an exceptional event. It 'clearly different from the others.
Hard, dry, rhythmic. It looks like the walk of someone accustomed for years to march in goose step and that efforts to hide it. Without success. Why does the goose step now flows from the heart to the legs to the brain, without restraint.

"Ok ...", I begin.
"No. There is nothing that is ok," she whispered quickly, spitting out the words so quickly that I can hardly hear them.
"But it is the stuff I did in the train?"
I am speaking with the voice lowered. I hate to speak with the voice lowered without realizing it. Usually means that there is no reason why it is doing. Just because you do so .
Queen shakes his head. "I do not know, it can be. For me, following us from before. I told you that, since he took thee started, they would have noticed you."


fast walk from the station, straight to straight, without stopping. We cross a road with red. A car blaring behind us and I for a moment I will put us under the impression that, just like that time I risked being hit by a teenager, and the box In Utero in his pocket and grabs me


Regina a hand. He began to walk faster.
also steps behind. Anyone who is chasing us, I can imagine that makes its way between people, jostling, standoci always behind. Not too close to us, as long as there are people. Enough to make his move when we find ourselves alone.

Something inside of me, it is safe. They
always their move when you're alone. I do not know why but I know it's true.


Next to us, they know of dilapidated houses. While Regina pulls me along the way, I see the changes from stores by rail, car cemetery, and iron, they become ugly houses. Then the bad old houses become homes. The old houses become the center of the city, a center that looks like a long corridor of asphalt, incredibly barren and desolate at this hour in which all are at sea.

I do not notice what I breath, until we stop to improvise a way to go. Right or left, heads or tails. Panting as one of those old dog with his tongue hanging out. I eyes wide open and I just want to run again.
Why the hell are so scared?

I for ...
"Do not look back - Regina says - I do not watch. Do not give him the very idea that we know what"
"I do not know what it is, Regina"
"Follow me, quick!"


I grab his hand again and pulls me right.

I'm a good, I do not face. You can always very easy to be good when you have a fucking fear.
"I do not imagine it. Image may give him power," she hisses.
"Eccheccazzo, then?"

Someone is watching us. A couple of old men who seem to know better about us, and they laugh and speak in dialect. A girl with a lock of hair colored electric blue shirt and a Death in Vegas. A father pushing a pram.
Why are they watching? What happens?

steps behind us, which continue at the same cadence, always the same distance, neither hurried nor more than tired.


"Presto!" Queen ago, his voice rears up and eyes wide open. He shakes my hand stronger. Begins to run again. I also start to run without a how or a why. We run as if it was going in our lives.

close my eyes.

I do not give a fuck about where we are going, I only care to know that there are going somewhere part. Queen pull me somewhere. To the left, in an alley. I think only

In an alley, as the worst film chase

and then take us, take us we split, we can not do as well

always is when you are alone, doing their move.

She is terrified, I too.
"We do not have much time"
"From what the hell are we running from?"


Inside the alley. Empty chairs in a little bar that is closing in summer, or more likely in closing round. A library in front of us.
Queen beckons me to wait near the window of the library, and protrudes from the entrance of the alley to check.

"It 's still a long way," he says. I wonder how he manages to be far away, because I have always felt attached to me, every moment, always walk behind her. I wonder in silence, because you know that is not right on our ribs I know quite reassuring.
And who am I to question that little 'safety with a question?

Christ what kind of thought patterns of shit, put me in a circle 'is everything.


"It 's an agent of Coherence"
"Coherence?"
She continues to throw an eye at the entrance of the alley. "Do you remember on the train, I wonder why reality does not change continuous, as a story convincing enough to do it? And 'because of them, those of Coherence "
" What the fuck are they? "
" I do not know. No one knows us. We only know that they exist. They wrote this world and its rules. And every time someone or something is about to change, they are to indicate the error and delete the narrative. Just as you would do when cable is an inconsistency in a story "

reclaim breath. I almost feel feverish.
" So they are ... uh ... our enemies? "
Queen nods." More or less, although it is not a question of enemies or friends. They do not consider us even exist until we do something that upsets the rules. I've said, are the gate of Word quarry away the pieces of a story wrong "
" So what? "
" We must act in a manner consistent , "she says, it melts the hair and making a false smile from the corner to ' more.

"EH?"

"If we act according to their mental outlook, will not be able to distinguish our presence in the midst of others, and we can sow them undisturbed until you return to the station"
"Yes, but how .. .
"Listen. I am black and you, every sentence you say, you emphasize that you know and you do not care. Because you are my friend even though I am black, ok? "
" What the crap is this? It 'obvious that ... "
" Do not matter what we consider obvious! You do not understand that the point is this? But you, without taking a look ... ok, you're gracilino, do not do sport ... write poems? "

" Uh ... sometimes "

" Excellent. You're my friend the poet who speaks only of poems. Are you in love with me, despite the fact that they are black, but I will not spare. Because I want a man handsome and confident, with a few crickets for the head. You speak only of poems "
" You're kidding, right? "
" No, and if anything you sound more ridiculous or wretched of this, use it. It is in our lives, Hanuman "We go out


.

's Almost crashing down and I wonder how people not to notice him, not at least look a bit 'weird. A man dressed as the most archetypal of Men in Black, in the afternoon, in one of the hottest summers you remember.
jacket long, closed. Buttons to the neck. Gloves. The only thing left is the face of discovery. Precisely because of this I am sure that is not true.
He stops, stares at us. He adjusted his glasses blacks.

But how pale? it seems that his body is made of paper, as it is white. One of those solid white, chalky, that you do not even see the veins.

Queen gives me a nudge, as we prepare to walk beside him. Increases a little 'up, put your foot on the sidewalk crowd as a model.
The man in black stares at us.
start the show.


"I do not think I could talk about these things with you." Oh, just beginning and I seem to be really a fool.
"Really?", Trilling her.
"Yes .. even if you're a woman, you can chat with you a lot of things!"
"Even with you - she says, and his mouth widens into a sad smile - Do not it always happens that someone not be problems because ... because ..."

let the sentence be suspended as a assists.

"Why are you of color?" I try very expression of limestone. And I can not help but look at him, an official who is staring at us. I wonder if he notices. That fixed, that is. I try to make my eyes do not hold too much about him, but it is almost impossible. There is a kind of fascination in the sheer artificiality, in those features proportionate and fake, in that perfect skin. Throughout his brief presence. Now it seems crazy
a camera. Move your gaze on me and Regina. First up for me and then at her, then back to me. The people there do not even notice. The suspicion that not even see it now is much stronger than before.

".. Yes - answer me while Regina - Normally, people are not going too talk to me. But you're different. You see that you are so sensitive"
not take it anymore.
"It 's because they are gay, we are always very sensitive," grin.


The man in black plant gaze on me.

"No jokes, you moron!" Hisses Regina, quickening his pace. The man in black comes with us, walking alongside, continuing to stare at me.
I try to correct. If I understand how they work these things must be the irony that triggered its alarm bell, not the sentence itself.
"I discovered to be gay when I write poems, chance, seriously.
The man in black shakes his head in a shot clock, to Regina.
"It must be hard for you. Being black, I understand what it means to be discriminated against"

We're not very far from the station. The man in black continues to move more and more like an old alarm clock, as a ruin technology. Now we are no longer the only ones who are setting. He looks around and my impression is that he is losing the signal.

I figure it's appropriate to make matters worse.


"Yet, looking at you, now I start to question everything. As you are of color, I try something for you"
The man in black, again, fixed on me. I have done something wrong again?
smiles. I did not think even they could do it. A dry smile, a hard line that looks like a scar.

"Oh ... we could not just be friends?" Regina responds with a masterpiece of torment on his face.



few minutes later, we're on the train back. The last measure of Regina has completely annihilated the agent's attention towards us. Despite this, we did not utter a word for half an hour, pretending to look out the window. Pretending at times to sleep.
Later, Eco tells me that the worst is their power: to frighten, scare you so that you could not talk more, to help you choose words carefully when I'm gone.

not good. I do not like, so I speak.


"I wonder what happens to those who are captured by them."
Regina sighs. "I do not know ... some say that there are secret concentration camps, where they are re-educated. Others think they are simply deleted "
"Delete?"
"Unsubscribe" she says. Unequivocal.
remain silent for a few minutes. "He looked at me, before losing the signal entirely. I swear I've even smile
" Maybe something you said he enjoyed it. Remember that point in the debate he did? "



"No", chin.